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grabs by the throat ([personal profile] maladied) wrote2025-11-30 12:00 pm
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Terribly...

[ But no demand to be called anything other than Childermass is forthcoming. He'll let go of Ludger's shoulder and stand on his own, even if he's a little weak in the knees from the shock. The whispers are still there, demanding to be heard, but he fights them off... for now.

Even so, he puts a hand to his head, closing his eyes briefly. Reorient, focus, breathe.
]

...so he did come along. It is more like I am carrying a passenger, though.
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[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-01 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ an extra personality along for the ride... hm. ]

Let me know if you think it's getting worse? I think this- [ he waves his disfigured hand ] -will hold steady. It just hurts like hell.

[ but with that, uh. settled. more or less. Ludger will look around the room. are there any notes to see? of course there are, this is a nerd sanctuary. but anything that might seem like Fran's work. ]
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Childermass begins looking over the notes as well... and the very moment he lays eyes on the mention of the philosopher's stone, his first thought is he should tell Ludger what that is. It's certainly not a mystery to him after spending so much time in Mr. Norrell's library, after all. However, that never happens, because--

He's suddenly not in control anymore. He feels himself turning back to the notes sharply and immediately pulling them all close, eyes scanning wildly for a word, what word, what certain word, what is it?

The whispers are a roar now, not whispers at all, and he cannot hold them back. He has to know, he has to know, why are these all failures? Where is the word he wants? Where is it?! It is, unfortunately, very obvious that Childermass isn't at the wheel. That is a man of calm stoicism, while this is... frantic motions, throwing notes away that do not suit his purpose, muttering to himself, where is it, why isn't it here, it must be...
]
chromatized: (> disconcertion)

[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-01 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ludger is no man of mystical knowledge - he's just a guy with debt. he tries to read the notes in front of him, and while they're neat enough, there's too many references to things he doesn't understand. frowning, he's about to ask Childermass a question- ]

Hey-!

[ -when the pages in before him get yanked away. Ludger looks up, about to protest and- oh. well. ]

... Childermass. Childermass, come on, focus.

[ he'll grab the man by a shoulder, trying to reach someone buried beneath the weight of a shadow carried with them. ]
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ And Childermass will jerk away from the hand, turning to bat it away and snarl at Ludger. ]

Keep your hands off of me.

[ Oh boy, yeah, it's the king. There he is. He won't attack Ludger, though. He'll only turn back to the notes. ]

We need to find... [ What? What is this "z" word? ] He's done something. Made something. Something that came of his philosopher's stone experiments. We must have it, Kresnik. For the sake of all Britain.
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[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-01 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ his hand throbs, the force of Childermass's - sorry, His Majesty's - swat reigniting the pain. Ludger exhales very, very slowly, controlled. well, so much for that warning. ]

... Yes, Your Majesty.

[ Ludger pulls a separate stack towards him, faking perusal, as he instead turns his ears to the whispers. what do the subjects fear now? ]
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is bad. Whatever voices are around them, they are noticing Childermass' hitchhiker, and so he does make an effort to try and wrangle the king -- or is it queen? It's... difficult, but he makes some headway, however small. The movements become less frantic. He forces this other entity to stop throwing things about, making a mess. ]

...just... a moment longer... [ The urge to wrest control back wars with the desire to know what this word is. ] ...he's recalling something, but...?

[ Whispered words for Ludger, though with the same manic energy as the king. He isn't finding it. He isn't finding it! Where is it?! ]
chromatized: (> disconcertion)

[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-01 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ well, it's not like he can throw Childermass again. he is the zone of influence, It Is Him. ]

... We'll have to move on eventually.

[ the papers are a bust for Ludger. he'll instead start poking through the shelves of the lab. anything interesting squirreled away in there? like maybe a first aid kit? with a strong painkiller? ]
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
...we will move on when I say we do.

[ The whispers are slowly beginning to recede, but it is still very slowly, and Childermass can only struggle to keep the king from becoming frantic again. He's still digging through notes, moving on to check other parts of the lab with notes, searching, searching, searching...

Zicter—? Zicter what...? He's so close to knowing, and it's tempting to let the king go wild again just to find out.
]
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[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-01 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[


he just. inhales deeply through his nose. and exhales out his mouth. a few times. this is fine. it's not worth it. besides, Childermass will be much more upset about this later than Ludger will be. he will be the calm, reasonable one between the two of them here. ]


... Very well, Sire.

[ he's going to work on packing up those test tubes to take with them. corks, parafilm, test tube rack, a box for the rack, the works. once that's done, he will continue to search the benches and the shelves for anything that might be important. as he does so, he'll also keep an ear on the whispers - what's the king's confidence index at? ]
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There it is. Zicterium. Victor's breakthrough... But he's finally stemmed the tide of whispers, the king receding and leaving Childermass back in control. He lets out a breath, a sigh of relief. A little dizzy, but that's better; he can make his own decisions now.

He'll step back from the notes, not sure if there'll be anything else to glean from these, and look back towards Ludger. He's packing... something? He sees.
]

...is there anything else we should look at? If not, it may be wise to leave before the king returns.
chromatized: (> age with grace)

[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-01 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ludger had been about to flip through the book, but at Childermass's apparent return to reason, he'll tuck it away for later perusal. ]

I found some chemicals that looked important, though I'm not sure what they're for. I guess we could take a minute to see if they're in any of the notes, but...

[ he eyes the other man. will the king return so soon? ]

... You could start looking for the next door? Hopefully the king will still be more interested in finding Fran, especially since it seems like he's not here. Wasn't here.

[ whatever. ]
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
The next door...

[ That's right. They'll need the next to move on, and so he looks off and away from Ludger, around the lab. ]

Mm, yes. I can do that. His whispers are much quieter for the moment, so let's take advantage of that. Could you try and see if you can find those in the notes?

[ He'll look back, nodding to the box of chemicals Ludger's packed away. ]

I have no problem with taking them along, but I would be concerned about what they do should any get spilled or dropped.

[ Or Ludger can do whatever else. It's a suggestion. In any case, Childermass will start looking for the next door. ]
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[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-01 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
... No, it's alright, I've got it.

[ he

does not trust High Lorde Childermass with plebeian tasks like carrying boxes.

but with the plan set, Ludger will take another look through the notes. any info on these pink, blue, and green substances? anything that the Grand Poobah might have skipped due to lack of relation to the philosopher's stone or whatever? ]
Edited 2025-12-01 21:14 (UTC)
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-01 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Door 9XX? That's different. Childermass will do a quick flip of the door plaque if possible, to see if there is anything else behind it, same as Ludger did before, but otherwise? ]

It's over here. [ He'll call back, still quite himself, thankfully. ] I am ready to go when you are. This one wants something, too...
chromatized: (> can you feel it?)

[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-02 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ stuffing the relevant pages into the book, Ludger will do a quick check of the floors and ceiling and another look at the beakers to make sure there's no black or iridescent goo before joining Childermass. ]

Of course it does. Think it's the same as the last one?
Edited (none trust....) 2025-12-02 00:36 (UTC)
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-02 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, same as the last. Hm...

[ He'll leave his hand pressed against the door, wondering. ]

Do you think the items you are taking with you would count towards this... or must it always be something personal?
chromatized: (> you won't remember this)

loads knife, I said what I said

[personal profile] chromatized 2025-12-02 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Honestly, I think it'd probably want more if I'm bringing these things along.

[ but he makes no move to leave them behind so ]

I guess... I probably need to take something now? Maybe it'll let me take my finger back.

[ though his tone suggests he very much doubts that ]
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[personal profile] atouts 2025-12-02 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
Likely...

[ What a bother. As if taking the king was not a burden enough? But useful, too, it would seem. Childermass sighs and stares balefully at the door. ]

Very well. I know what I will leave behind.

[ He will leave his left eye behind. He only needs one to see, right? ]

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